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It’s either me or her

by freakinLadybird 12/23/2022

written by freakinLadybird 3 mins read

Since I was 10, my birthday wish has remained the same. All I wish for is for mother to die. Overtime, I noticed that it is quite hard for her to die. She is darn healthy all the time, even COVID did nothing to her.

She loves to draw her own conclusion without being informed. She said she knew I didn’t want to pursue my studies. For real, what does she know. Does she know how many nights I spent crying and feeling that I am useless, failing at every attempt I do? Does she know that my social anxiety is so severe that I hyperventilate […]

12/23/2022 0 comment

Accidentally Became a Narcissist

by HikariTsukino 3/29/2021

written by HikariTsukino

My mother is VERY narcissistic. Always finds a way to make every situation about herself. When I sit back and think, I realize that I’m often doing the same, just not out loud. I don’t project my narcissism onto others and I feel that makes me better/? than her in some ways. But my narcissism has taken ahold of my suicidal thoughts.

I’ve always wanted to die ever since I was young, but these past couple years the one constant reason I have for wanting to kill myself, is to see who’d show up for my funeral. I want to see who shows up, who cries […]

3/29/2021 1 comment

Mama

by mranony 5/16/2018

written by mranony

I know you’re dead for a year now.
I know the word death and what it means
But all this time, I’ve been unconsciously thinking
You’re somewhere far away. Just a country away.

But this night, I finally realized you’re dead.
Dead and never coming back.
It’s not a movie or a game.
No reviving spells,
No Phoenix tears.
Just my tears

And I know that will never bring you back.

5/16/2018 3 comments

wish

by lonelygirl645 8/16/2017

written by lonelygirl645

i never do anything right. my parents tell me i’m useless, narcissistic, and have an attitude issues. But the thing is, i am not a narcissus. they dont see how much i care about others. how i’m always there for my friends when they need me. how i always come over and help my friends. and i help them because they believe in me. they support me. they are there for me and always make me feel happy. my parents don’t. they are never there for me. when my dad doesn’t get his way he makes everyone else miserable. when my mom doesn’t get her […]

8/16/2017 3 comments

I’m Lost

by lulu1999 7/26/2017

written by lulu1999

Im an 18 year old girl, going into my first year of college in the fall. I feel like this is a great time in my life, i’m young, moving onto new things, get to be on my own, get an education, but no. I am miserable. No matter how many good things are happening in my life, I either ruin them or they get ruined. I don’t get a long well with my parents at all, and lately things between them have been really bad. I’ve heard my mom say on multiple occasions she wants to leave him. I know every kid says they […]

7/26/2017 4 comments

So long, my beloved

by mranony 7/19/2017

written by mranony

I saw my mother died.
I saw every breath she struggling take.
I saw the twitches of her body as she dies.
I felt the warmth slowly leaving her body.
I saw my family breaking as my mother breaks.

And it was petrifying.

And as she was being embalmed,
I burnt every imperfection in my mind.
The scar on her left chest,
The stretch marks that bare the three of us.
And all the hardships she’s been through
etched in every part of her body.

And it was beautiful.

7/19/2017 3 comments

39 days left

by ShiSui 5/21/2017

written by ShiSui

I feel like jumping out of my skin today because it’s getting harder and harder to cope with my unaware narcissistic fake ***** “oh but I’m your mother I gave birth to you” mother. It takes more than giving birth to be a mother, she really was just a stupid snotty girl in an adult body raising me. Hereditary wise she’s the reason I am the way I am. That’s not why I hate her, I hate her because of the acting like an do it all angel in front of others and a fucking mentally abusive demon behind closed doors. I heard boys with […]

5/21/2017 2 comments

Mother

by eternaldarkness 3/19/2017

written by eternaldarkness

3/19/2017 0 comment

I feel Alone

by Nugget 2/28/2017

written by Nugget

I’ve complemented suicide since I was 7-years-old, it’s tragic and horrific knowing children experience such thoughts so young. I come from a family where discipline means a visit to a room with the doors closed and anything at hand. It meant having to contain my tears and cries or the pain would just get worse. At 13 I got bullied for being Hispanic, it was the first time I realized skin color had a meaning. I was stereotyped as a Mexican whose dad left and the only thing I’ve ever accomplished was hoping the border. My mother at that time would make my life at […]

2/28/2017 6 comments

Son of A B*tch

by Query 2/19/2017

written by Query

Today “she” called called me by this vile name.
Today “she” told me God would punish me.
Today “she” told me that travesties would befall me.
Today “she” told me one day I would need them, and no one would be there for me.
Today “she” told me that I gave her the most trouble between my sister and I. I a quiet anxious, depressed student did this. I am not a good person, but this statement is ridiculous.
Today “she” stormed into our shared bed room threw open the curtains, and tore back my sheets.
Today “she” demanded I go with her now that […]

2/19/2017 5 comments

2016 the eye-opening year

by Ariayanna1994 12/29/2016

written by Ariayanna1994

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The beginning of 2016 was when I got myself together and had my three beautiful children full time I was working as well. I shelters many people family or not and fed the mouth of people who talked bad upon me. I’ve never been the perfect mom sister daughter but I always made sure everyone was good and taking care. October of 2016 was when I experimented with a certain drug. No the drug did not ruin my life but it changed me as a person. […]

12/29/2016 2 comments

I don’t know whats wrong with me.

by lulu1999 11/26/2016

written by lulu1999

A lot of the reason I don’t get along with my parents I think is just the generation gap. We were raised in very different times therefore we have different views and opinions on just about everything. And some of the problems are because they are stubborn and up-tight, but I just had the realization that most of it is my fault. I am a generally nice person. I go out of my way to do things for others, i sacrifice for my friends and family, but when it comes to my parents, I feel I am a totally different person. Almost every interaction I […]

11/26/2016 1 comment

Tired…

by Madotsuki 11/8/2016

written by Madotsuki

I haven’t been sleeping well, or eating well.

This is normal for me now, but it’s affecting my grades.

But why should I care? My future doesn’t matter to me anymore.

My mom and dad always pressure me to study, to work hard, get good grades.

Numbers define me.

90%, 80%.

But what happens the day I fail?

Will you turn on me?

Why haven’t you bothered to ask what’s wrong?

I’m drowning.

Why won’t you swim out, in the sea of pressure, lies, everything-

Why won’t you come and at least try, try to save me?

11/8/2016 2 comments

Family crisis pt 2.

by lulu99 6/15/2016

written by lulu99

So i found this website last night and posted my first post about whats going on in my life right now and the advice and support from you guys really made me feel better so i thought i would give it another shot. So I wrote a letter to my parents apologizing for everything i’ve done….trying to make amends and slowly start to see the light out of this dark situation. I told my mom i wrote it, and she said to get her and my dad together and read it to them. The only problem is, i was going to go downstairs last night […]

6/15/2016 4 comments

family crisis

by lulu99 6/14/2016

written by lulu99

im a female, will be 17 in august, maybe. My family just got a hold of some pictures of me smoking weed and that sparked them to search my room and found soooo much weed and bongs and bowls and lighters and stuff. They are furious and ashamed and they just found out all this other stuff about me to that you wouldnt want your parents to know. I know it doesnt sound like a big deal but my parents HATE me now. my parents arent speaking to each other, they are probably going to get divorced because they are blaming each other for my […]

6/14/2016 15 comments

Coming Out to Parents as Bi…

by Airrie 5/17/2016

written by Airrie

Hi I’m Arianna… So i recently came out as Bi/BisexualxD, but no one knows, but me.. So basically I’ve came out as bisexual to myself.. I’m going to tell my parents, but I don’t know what exactly to say to them, my mum is quite random about her reactions/emotions.. Mostly because of the alcohol she drinks literally everyday, soooo she might be either happy for me or just hate me even more then she does already.. Any suggestions?? Thanks X333

5/17/2016 5 comments

READ THIS POST

by Papermoon 5/2/2016

written by Papermoon

You’re most likely wondering why I so boldly asked for you to read this post. Well, I did so because I have something to say that I believe will benefit you, no matter if this site applies to you or not.

I’ve had an unbelievable amount of personal experiences in my life that in reality could have shattered me from the start but instead, here I am writing […]

5/2/2016 4 comments

More guilt

by kamidaka 4/20/2016

written by kamidaka

Even now, in the middle of the night, my mother makes me feel like shit.

I am currently working on some dumb project for university. I’m in the living room.

My mother came and told me: “You are the worst daughter of the world. You won’t let me sleep with your constant typing. I’m going to an hotel because I NEED to work to earn money for me and your dumb ass. You cost me a lot of money and that’s how you retribute me? Ungrateful little shit” *slam*

But, it’s not like I even wanted to study in the first place?? I’m doing this because you ordered […]

4/20/2016 1 comment

Ugh I hate fine dining >.<

by Sui the Bunny 3/24/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

I have to go out to celebrate my Mother’s birthday… Such fun right?!?!?!? (sarcasm) I have to be around my brothers even more fun right?!?!?! I have to wear makeup (UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!) So fuck it throw on a Metallica top which is a hand-me-down which I ain’t ever giving away and fuck off my Mother she is what you call “Posh” and basically her head is so far up her ass your not too sure which end talks shit…. So that’s my plan for the evening hopefully I’ll be on later the only thing that i’m wearing that isn’t black is a plain blue singlet which […]

3/24/2016 3 comments

To leave to those who have more use for it

by kismet 2/19/2016

written by kismet

I used to own a house where I lived with my two children. For various reasons (main one being that I became ill with what the doctors tend to call CFS – Chronic Fatigue Syndrome,) my children had to go and live with their Dad. I was, at the time, on solo parent’s benefit and, of course, once my two babies weren’t living with me anymore I had to come off of it… and could no longer afford to live in my house. So, I sold the house (and got a small sum of money back from it.) I then went to live with my […]

2/19/2016 4 comments

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