I’m useless in this “real world”….I’m such a fucking impractical, too imaginative person…
thus, I don’t belong here in this mundane, dull, boring real world..!
I often feel like I belong to another planet, universe, or perhaps another ‘spiritual’ plane, dimension,..something like that.
my super-vivid imagination’s world / universe is often a HUNDRED times much more lively, interesting, exciting, thrilling, and challenging than this apparently “Law and Order, all about money/profits and status” shallow, mundane, meaningless real world !
it’s my curse.
fuck my life..
get the hell me out of this fucking Matrix , please , somebody!
there should be an OPTION to get the fuck out of this ‘cruel’ Matrix / trap , isn’t it???????……
I think I’ve swallowed too much red pill !…
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hey niki .. I know what you mean by:
a) I must belong to another plane of existence
b) get me out of this fucking matrix
too aware of the absurdity of modern life .. too aware of the lies (having money makes you somebody; people who don’t want a 9 to 5 are lazy; being depressed implies you need to be fixed etc)
there has to be more to existence than pursuing some silly, ego-driven goals & conformity .. there has to be more stimulating things to do out of the physical world
my coping mechanisms:
– music and exercise
– interest in metaphysics
– be active in ‘real life’ as little as possible (being around people for too long tends to throw me off balance)
– I try live in the here & now, be in the moment
what are yours ?
……longest title ever
man fuck this planet .. fuck being trapped here
Yup, I think you guys are right.
I have come to believe that our reliance on “time” has separated us from our true selves.
Peace
alright i take it back, i fucking love your ‘depressed’ posts. i NEED to read them all
also, how many of you here also have heard about: Virtual Reality (VR) , Lucid Dreaming , Astral Projection ?
I really wish/hope those things are true … so I can enter into the world/universe of IMAGINATION, .. & bye bye boring, mundane, harsh, & limited Reality ! )